Childhood’s Takeoff

By Ishaan Garg

When I walk down the lane,
I often sense the pain,
That I tried a lot to save,
But all in vain.

When I walk down the lane,
A thought hits my brain,
Those bats of twenty-two yards,
Are no more in the game.

When I walk down the lane,
I see the lake, its the same
Where the painting made of dove,
Turned into the feeling of love.

When I walk down the lane,
I feel the emotions turning plain,
When the tears roll when I cry,
She fondles my face with love,
And waits for the tears to dry.

When I walk down the lane,
I see the memories drain,
With the time sadly passing by,
I just wait for the lady to call,
We are ready to fly.

I won’t walk down this time,
Because it’s time for me to fly high,
Bidding my gracious childhood,
A final goodbye!

~



Saloni Sharma

Saloni Sharma lives in New Delhi and likes reading mystery novels. She is also interested in art. She uses poetry to express her thoughts and emotions.

The Silent Voice

By Saloni Sharma

I try to speak
But I can’t find my voice
I try to talk
But I can’t find my words.

Why am I so silent ?
I don’t know
In the maze of this world
Where am I supposed to go?

I have no voice
But I want to be heard
I can’t talk
But I want to sing like a bird.

I hear , I see
But I can’t rejoice
Because there has to be someone out there
Who can hear my silent voice.

Aayush Gugnani

Aayush Gugnani is an amateur writer based out of New Delhi. He uses free style word play to express his political opinions and occasionally dabbles in poetry. He uses the world as his canvas and believes in expressing his thoughts and feelings openly.

Such Is Life

By Aayush Gugnani

In the breezy summer 
With the golden sun, 
Shimmering at the horizon 
I stood there in oblivion. 

Standing at the worlds end 
Waiting for you to come back,
I clinged on to my memories with you
Cherishing our moments as a pack. 

What once was a dream for me, 
Became a reality. 
Once I was an ill fitted piece
Soon we became family. 

We held each other in times of despair 
And had each other’s back here & there. 
Never had the world, 
Seen such a ravishing pair. 

We were unbreakable,
Like a covalent bond. 
At least that’s what people said, 
To which we replied it was a miracle of the gods’ wand. 

Alas ! Now you’ve gone too far 
Away from the gusty winds 
Away from being what you were 
Or who you are.  

I’m not complaining for the woes 
Happy you finally got what’s yours. 
I’ll be there if and when you return 
To fill your saddened pores. 

Life without you in the beginning was tough,
Nights were endless and rough. 

Though I learned to cope with them,
Yet, I wonder how can I pacify my sinking soul. 
O how do I break myself from these shackled chains?
To go back to being what I really was. 

Don’t ever think I’m not with you.
I’m an undercurrent,
You might not be able to see me 
But in all your times of both happiness and despair,
I will be omnipresent. 

Life’s a chaos without a pattern 
One moment we’re here,
The other we’re not. 

Yet, I try to maintain positivity in life. 
Try to look up and find the northern light, 
Look down to see the sea shimmering bright. 

The haze maybe temporary,
But the maze is permanent. 
Our laugh maybe fading, 
But our love for each other, 
Our love is effervescent.

Shiuli Sural

Shiuli Sural is a young Indian writer based out of New Delhi. She mostly writes fiction, underlining a social message in her stories. Besides being an avid reader and writing, her hobbies include drawing, listening to music and cooking. 

The Last War

By Shiuli Sural

Ahoy there! The land approaches
The soldiers rejoice, the prisoner reproaches
They’ve come back from another battle
Destroyed houses, people and cattle

So the kingdom is now safe again
From enemies, treachery and disdain
The brave-hearts fought with all their might 
To win each and every fight

But,
Those who had been martyred 
On both sides, winners and losers
Shed tears for their families from above
They had been husbands, sons and fathers.

A war can never decide
Who is wrong and who is right
What is big and what is small
Who will rise and who will fall

What war does,
Is that it divides the world
Into more pieces and erects more walls
How can a broken heart ever rejoice 
With restless nights and a dying voice

My world , my people, my near and dear
Let’s live in peace with love and care
Holding hands we all will say
That we renounce war from today

There are more pressing matters to be dealt with
Changing climate, rising poverty and filth
This beautiful blue mother Earth 
Needs us to acknowledge her worth.

When Life Gives A Chance

By Shiuli Sural

It was not long ago
When the world looked dark to me
It made me question myself
My life, my choice, my ability 

I turned around, looking
For help to forget my strain
Instead I found, a white substance
An answer to my pain

I felt so high
Like I could almost fly
This was ecstasy 
No more did I cry

My very own world 
No one to be seen 
None to be heard
Here, I was the queen

A day arrived 
Though not all of a sudden
When this world of mine 
Was ruled by Satan

What I’d created in a frenzy 
Had now turned it’s back on me
It clenched my throat
How I choked and choked
In the ocean of despair 
Was my life’s sinking boat

But,
Then a change that was long due
Came in little by little
And I started to realise
Why my life was so brittle 

I reached out for help, 
Support, hope and empathy
I found oceans of all this and more
In someone who saved me

My therapist proved to be
An angel in disguise
Light and love she made me see
And freed me from my ties

Now,
I see the world with hues of hope
And the earth bejewelled with light
My mind and soul dream and smile
I find joy in every sight.


Ishaan Garg

Ishaan Garg is a positive boy of 19, who hails from the heritage city of Gwalior and is currently studying at Christ University, Bangalore. The habit of writing developed accidentally, when he was somewhat in a state of stress. His writings decode the reality of life, world and the holistic learning, he received from the society, and also one’s understanding towards it.

I

कुछ सुनने की तलभ थी,
दिल ही दिल हसीन सपनों से भरी एक नदी थी,
इशारों भरे समझौतों में वो बेशरत प्यार कि बर्नी थी,
उसके हाथों में मेरा हाथ देख, वक़्त की भी साँसें थमी थीं,
इन सबके बीच, बस उस प्यार के इहज़ार की कमी थी,
जिसे सोच कर मेरी दिल की धड़कने भी सहमी थीं,
कुछ ऐसी उनकही सी थी वो प्रेम कथा,
जिसकी दास्ताँ सिर्फ़ ख़ुदा के दरबार में बनी थी। 

II

 कुछ बातें अनकही सी, दिल ही दिल दफ़न हो जाती है,
होंटों तक आती है, पर बयाँ नई हो पाती है,
कहो, तो सज्जन्नों को तख़लीफ पहुँचाती है,
ना कहो, तो मनुष्य को अवसाद के चक्रवूयह में फाँसती है,
क्या वर्चस्व है, ऐसे लोकतंत्र का,
क्या महत्व है, इंसानियत से भारी भावनाओं का,
जब दिल ही दिल, चंद अनकही बातें, 
मनुष्य का बहुमूलए जीवन, उससे छीन जाती है।

III

गुमनामी की सरहद पर भटकता,
एक प्यार का प्यासा जीव,
बस एक ख़्याल दौहरता, गुनगुनाता,
पल भर बस यह सोचता,
यह क्या ज़ुल्म है जो समाज को बर्दाश्त नहीं,
यह क्या वाक्य है जो आज की आराधना नहीं,
यह क्या गुण है, जसकी कोई शिक्षा नहीं,
यह कैसा प्यार है, जिसमें कोई बंधन नहीं,
यह कौनसी इंसानियत है, जिसमें कोई मानवता नहीं,
क्या यही है मौजूदि दुनिया, जिसमें स्नेही प्रमाण नहीं,
या यही वो भरम्माण है, जिसमें बसी गुमनामी कहीं।

Saanya Sodhi

Saanya Sodhi is a young writer, based out of New Delhi. Saanya uses free style poetry to give form to her feelings, thoughts and opinions. Love is one of her favourite feelings to give shape to through her writings. She wishes to grow more with each passing day as a writer. She goes by the pen name Spero and also uses the hashtag #speŕowrites🌼, to display her writings.

That Night

By Saanya Sondhi

At 5 in no time, I scroll through all my content apps,
I scroll through my social media

I see how songs from another age make my friends feel warm
I however lay here, in this infinite cold just scrolling. 

I have so much content, content to go through, so many words to learn and study through
But all I want at this brink of dawn is to talk to you

Talk about how the universe was made, how the matter that’s light is not even one-fourth of this universe
And how we’re just a tiny speck,  a nothing in that something.
 
How I’m something everywhere, but how I’m not everything
How my memories juxtapose at this time of the twenty four hours

I want to talk to you about the marvels of the universe and the marvel cinematic universe,
I want to talk of everything I know and listen to everything you have to say. 

I want tell you about my fascinating horror of numbers
I want to tell you about my love letters, the ones I wrote to space.

I want to hear about your life and about your last love,
I can talk hours about love only if you’d like to listen….
 
I’ve written speeches on ambition, on dreams that are yet to take form,
I could tell you about how I’ve adored and waited for the stars when everyone I knew was busy clicking the sun lit sky.

Just like I waited for them I’ll even wait for you, 
For that night to come one day when we’d talk about life, analyse Beauvoir’s works, appreciate Marsha’s existence

When we’d, undress each other’s scars and listen to our heartbeats and to our hidden muffled screams. 
For that day when the galaxy will shine and the universe will align

I’ll wait for that night, for you to realise …..

Good With Words

By Saanya Sondhi

Good with words,
People say I’m good with words
How my words are raw and how I am great at putting alphabets in lines that make sense.

I’m still scared to go deeper with my cuts, more than I am scared to go deeper with my words
I think it’s a good thing, maybe for the world it is.

The colour red pacifies me when the ques of alphabets don’t
Maybe if I was gone, maybe then someone would see me.

I’m screaming for help
But the buds of their own life are between me and them,
Why am I too poor for them?

There’s a voice screaming in my head,
Laying, saying maybe I’m not worth it,
pictures showing maybe I’m not.

My conscious knows I believe in case studies, my mind making me my own.
I am my own victim, I am the universe’s victim.
But I can’t say it out loud.

Knowing that I don’t have happiness is so much easier to accept,
than knowing that I’m meant to give is so much beautiful than what it truly is.

Tears have put me to sleep more than sleep when it came to lie with me,
Screams have tired me more than fatigue,
when I saw starvation as a pretty look on me.

The voices that become miserable sounds in my head tell me that I am my own victim.
Those sounds overlap to become cries of help to no one listening.

I often wonder what can be more important than me on the verge of dying for them.
I often wonder where they are when I’m closer to the knife than I am to my bed on which I’m lying.

There’s not miles but even more of skin that I can see is wrong.
There’s this figure in the mirror that I can see is not worth it.

As I tip-tap my fingers on my screen my cheeks become wet,
as I pull down my panel to see my hopes fade away.

I shouldn’t, I know, I shouldn’t be angry,
but when I see them crying over a broken heart
I want to show my soul to them.
I want to show how no adherent could fix the cracks the shreds of black.

I’m closer to death than I’ve ever been to life.

Young Love and The Rain

By Saanya Sodhi

Young love makes me as happy as the feeling of my cotton dress on my legs, flying in the direction of the wind, going with the wind

I recently learned what a pluviophile is, euphoria took over me as I found another word synonymous with my name

The petrichor makes me feel at home even when I’m not, the wetness of the rain replaced tears on my cheeks

I feel happy in the rain, imagining and re-imagining scenes from movies that happened and from my life that never did

I see a lot of young love around me today, I’m at that age when the little girl that was always scared of the rain thought she would live through young love

But all I live is see and the only way I live, vicariously

I was once scared of the rain, I thought it would flood our homes, that was before emotions flooded my heart and numbness my body

I thought our house would break under the pressure of water but that was before the pressures of love and life scared me much more

I used to think after the rain only wooden boats could save us, the boats of hope have proven otherwise

The me then wanted to live to see love, the me today wants to live for the same

Just that then I was a girl who was in love with love, no complexities, no questions

And today I am the girl who wants to understand all about Aphrodite, Apollo and Inanna

I am heart broken and a boy didn’t break my heart.


		

Raindrops

A Modern Sonnet by Shiuli Sural

The rains come and go
The farmers reap and sow
I’ve asked the drops to stay
With me for another day

As water fills the ponds
Nature rebuilds its bonds
As parched lips long for more
The wet spirits rise and soar

Those sailing paper boats
The drenched mountain goats
Rains, please wash my windows clear
Till the distant appears near

O my beautiful rainbow
Why did you make the rains go ?

Dear Diary

A Modern Sonnet by Shiuli Sural

I write in you,
My secret, vice and dream,
My aspirations, old and new
My thoughts, full of beam.

My closest confidante
I vent in you my feelings
You only listen to my rant
My doubts, worries and dealings.

I tell you all about myself
My world and my life
The movies I watch, the books on my shelf
Towards which goal I strive.

Now I shall tell you no more,
Having left the room through the door.

The Passing Of Time

A Modern Sonnet by Mannat Sidhu

They say

“An idle mind is the devil’s workshop”

My idle mind says nay

My idle eyes wander to the clock,willing it to hop

Ahead, a few hours, a few days

Wishing time to quicken, to hurry up

But that darned clock and its wretched ways

Can never seem to speed up

It moves so slow

And as I sit and stare

I fantasize about giving it a throw

I’m up to my ears in despair

But eventually time moves; days,months and years progress

That beloved clock moves too fast; all I want is to regress.

Flouting Forces

A Modern Sonnet by Kaisera Kanwar

Clothed in star pyjamas, all of seven years old I declared I wanted to fly

Who would question an imbecile’s reverie?

They said Yes! Yes , you will touch the sky

But now I see….. You are my greatest enemy ‘Gravity’

Your pull and hold, like being patrolled

Your invisible bond, frustratingly firm

Oh cruel foe! You have me pigeonholed

To the sun and moon, I must escape, even if I appear infirm

Lets us reverse your force

No stalling, just free falling into the universe

May your attraction

Boost my acceleration

But in our ability I doubt , physics we can’t possibly flout

I can’t really fly it turns out….